Hmm..pernah ngga siy mengalami gangguan pada diri sendiri (bukan gangguan jiwa loooh). Ga tau kenapa ya belakangan ini gw lagi males ngapa-ngapain...males bertindak aja gitu. Tapi bukan berarti gw bete atau lagi kesel sama orang, ngga kok..bener deh!! Cuma ya lagi males aja gitu...
Ibaratnya, pergi ke kantor..ya udah pergi aja, tanpa mikirin nanti banyak kerjaan ini lah itu lah atau asiiiik nanti ketemu sama siy ini!! Trus kalo pulang ke rumah juga gitu...sampe rumah udah capek..males cerita-cerita..males nonton tv..males dengerin radio..maen gitar cuma bentar...genjreng genjreng bentar trus abis itu di liatin aja (hehehe...)..mau tidur juga belom ngantuk. Mau nelp tapi ga tau mau nelp sapa? Mau nunggu telp tapi ngga ada yg di tungguin juga...(pas banget sama lagu nya Cake yg judulnya No Phone)..
Penyakit apa ya ini namanya?? Hehehehe....gejala "kelainan jiwa" tampaknya yah...
Atau lagi bosan aja kali ya dengan rutinitas yg itu itu saja (tapi gw ngga ngeluh ngeluh juga siiiy...berusaha enjoy)
Kira-kira kaya gini niy perasaan gw sekarang niy.. :
"No phone No phone I just want to be alone today. No phone no phone. Ringing stinging Jerking like a nervous bird. Rattling up against his cage. Calls to me thoughout the day. See the feathers fly.
Rhyming chiming got me working all the time. Gives me such a worried mind. Now I don't want to seem unkind. But god (it's such a crime).
Shaking quaking. Waking me when I'm asleep. Never lets me go too deep. Summons me with just one beep. The price we pay is steep. I've been on fire And yet I've still stayed frozen. So deep in the night. My smooth contemplations will always be broken. My deepest concerns will stay buried and unspoken. No I don't have any change but here's a few subway tokens".
Waw..dahsyat lah pokoknya Ovi...*sambil nyanyi-nyanyi niy gw nulisnya*
xoxo
girl-with-an-attitude
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