Wednesday sipping!

 

I just had a massage about an hour ago. I can feel my blood floating around in my body. Now I'm sitting in this coffee shop at Central Park, while sipping my Caramel Macchiato. In about an hour, I'm going to Krishna's office then we will going home together.

 

My days were pretty flat lately. I mean, I feel these ups and downs situations. I even uninstalled my Path, because I feel like I didn't want to know someone else's life or the things that they did. And I also didn't wanted everybody knows my life either. Feel sad? Not exactly.

 

I just feel sentimental and also hate that I cannot do or reach what I want (but hey, I didn't mind). I feel like I'm a failure. I feel that I'm different from the others.

 

I hated when people asked me am I pregnant or not? I hated when people said  I'm fatter. I look like a Mom with three children. Geez, that's rude! It hurts me, like a lot. I mean what if you guys are in that position?

 

I don't like do the OOTD posting on my blog. But no, NOT because I feel fat. But it's just I'm not a model. I cannot pose like those beauty bloggers. Eventhough maybe soon I will post something about my OOTD. Just wait and see :)

 

Everytime I feel down, I always told Krishna about what I felt. And he always knew it, whether I'm happy, I'm angry or I'm happy. He knows me so well. He always give me a courage and always believed in me. He know that I really can reach my dreams. He always hug and kiss me and also cheers me up. And that makes me really really happy. I feel so warm and lucky!

 

I wrote this but I'm not whining. I just want to share about my feelings that's all.

 

Well, but I would say I feel so much better now. I always be happy. Sometimes we all just have these 'sentimental feeling', aren't we? :)

 

 

 

 

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"Because all the cool kids they seems to fit in"

-Cool Kids, Echosmith-

Quote :

 

Yes, but remember just don't be the fake one. If you be a nice people, then you do it with  your heart, gentle and respect of each other. Not just being nice so other people could say that you are the most nicest and sweetest people in the world. Just don't!

 

Because something fake cannot be last forever. So be nice, because you really wanna be nice :) 

Reminiscing thing

When I was 2 years old, I had the shoes like these but in a different color. I remember my mom always matched these shoes with my Oshkosh pink overall. I was really cute way back then :)

The point is, sometimes you just miss your childhood or even miss something you used to have :)

The Taxi Driver

Yesterday, while I was in the cab,  I had this conversation with the taxi driver. I forgot who's started first, but after that, the taxi driver told me he was just got back from Auckland, New Zealand. He joined some project which helped some of Indigo kids (some kids that had these 'something special' things). He said that he joined the project about 11 months. I was pretty amazed when he told me about the story. And it was not that all, he also told me that he had his College in  St Martin, London. His major was art. He got this scholarship while he was still in Indonesia. He got his Bachelor and Magister in London. I was double amazed!

 

But he did not tell me the reason why he going back in the town and being a taxi driver. I also did not asked him. Well, his choice by the way..

 

The point is, we cannot see people only from the outside. I mean "Don't Judge a Book By It's Cover" is absolutely right! Rich people  or Politican with this magnificent education is not always smart, nice and educated. Meanwhile, a taxi driver with a simple personality had this smart and eager to be a smart people with good attitude! :)

Sunrise

I took this photo when I went to Vietnam about 3 years ago. It was one of my best traveling I've ever had. The name of this place is Cha To. It's in Ho Chi Minh, and actually I took this sunrise about 5.40 a.m in  a field. It was the best moment!

I remember, my friends and I slept in this local people's house. He (I forgot the name) woke up us on 5.15 a.m and asked us to followed him without taking a shower first.  We were like, what?? But after we knew he took us into this beautiful place and to see this beautiful view, we were all breathless and touched. And when we got back to the house, his wife made us some breakfast. It was Vietnamese bread, spring rolls and also coffee. Aaahh..we were in heaven :)

The point is, I'm  really happy because I have a chance to had a trip with my best friends into this 'strange city' we haven't knew before. Totally it was an adventure!

I promise to myself that I will have this trip or traveling around the world. Hopefully I really can make it through into my dream places! 

"Wherever you go,
go with all your heart"
-Confucius-

Quote :

"Let me wake up next to you, have coffee in the morning and wander through the city with your hand in mine, and I'll be happy for the rest of my fucked up little life" :)

-Charlotte Eriksson-

Yellow Submarine!

"So we sailed on to the sun

'till we found a sea of green.

And we lived beneath the waves,

in our yellow submarine"

 

-The Beatles-

 

Yeah, finally I got these The Beatles shoes from Vans!

Me likey :)

Videos from Japan

These are the videos when we had our honeymoon at Japan on March - April 2014. We went to Ueno Park and also Akihabara in Tokyo. There were so many so many beautiful memories in our honeymoon trip. Feel so blessed about it! :)

 

 

Akihabara, Tokyo

 

 

Ueno Park, Tokyo

 

 

We have a plan to do the 2nd, 3rd, and so on and so on honeymoon. Yeah!

 

Blessed

Hello everyone, how was your weekend? Mine was great! My family and I had this birthday dinner of my sister. We ate  good foods a lot. Like, a lot!

 

Just wanna say that, I really blessed because I've been surrounded by my lovely peeps. My family. My everything. Escpecially my parents. I mean, I have to admit, the more you older, the more you will care and love your parents. Trust me.

 

I also have a very nice remarkable husband on earth! I am very very luck lady. I love him every day every minutes.

 

Parents. Family. Husband. Are the best grateful that I have.

 

The more you love and care, the more you will bless. So, be blessed. :)

A fashion nerd

Meet my new crush blogger!

http://www.afashionnerd.com/

Traveling Newlyweds

"People sometimes say that marriage holds you down. Life stops. Fun stops. Say goodbye to spontaneity and hello to routine and responsibilities. 
We're Bobby and Alli, and we are here to prove that marriage is the ultimate adventure.
We're not only bestfriends, we're each other's favorite travel buddy!"

-Traveling Newlyweds, Bobby & Alli-

Well that's interesting. Because I agreed, marriage life is not only about you're married with someone you love. You have to respect for each other and bla bla bla. Marriage life is a new chapter in our life. You're not single anymore. You have someone to hold onto. You have your partner in life. You have your soulmate. And I think, marriage life should be fun. Just don't be a freaky person. It's not like all of your world is tumbling down. It's not like that you cannot hangout with your friends anymore. No, no, not something like that. 

Lucky me, that I have a husband who also agreed with me. Marriage life is a fun thing. It's the best moment that you share with your partner. Krishna and I used to have this 'me' time on each other. I still can hangout with my bff, and he also still can hangout with his buddies! And also, we really love to traveling, culinaring, and do something fun! 

Speaking about traveling, I just found out about this new blog and Instagram from Traveling Newlyweds. Bobby and Alli got married about a year ago. And they did so many adventures and travelings. Which I think it's pretty cool! They prove that marriage life is a very adventurer thing yet also still know how to respect and have the responsibilities. I think that's fair. 

You can see their blog and also Instagram. See what they did and they had in their marriage life. Haha, this is one of my motivation to do some traveling / holiday with Krishna again. :)

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You know, I'm still enjoying my short hair! :)

Miss Patina

In love with this Miss Patina collection from London. I just can't help it if the design is vintage, cute and also simple. My favorites!

Cute yet sophisticated!

My music brain

I just saw this TV show at National Geographic, the name is My Music Brain. The show itself tells us about how the scientist scans a brain (in this show, it was Sting's brain). Brain is a very mysterious and also powerful thing. Recently the scientist discovered something about the brain. If you are a musician, maybe the brain is full of music thing.

 

When you see the real show on National Geographic, the scientist found out that Sting's brain has two connection upside down. I don't know what that means, but it made Sting pretty much annoyed when the scientist told him.

 

This tv show is amazing. Because we did not know what was in our brains. I mean, can you really imagine how those thousands nerves playing and make somethings special? Cool!

 

Changes

Have you ever feel like all of your friends are gone lately? When you feel like you really want to meet them, but they're too busy to meet or even to chat. When you feel like all of your old friends, best friends, good friends don't have pretty much time to meet you. Or even to say hello to you. Because they already found some new friends to hang out with. Feel abandoned, eh?

 

Maybe I feel changes a little bit. Well, not a little bit. But too much, actually. We all are getting old and tired. Your friends (maybe) got bored with you. And some of them, forgot you..

 

Is this changes? Changes that might be disappointed you?

 

I don't know. And I hope is not.

 

Funny video

 

So, I was tying to write some blog and suddenly Krisha goofying around with his hand.

Haha!

 

Coming soon!

Remember when I posted Sweet Home Sweet ? That post was about my imaginary house. About the designs and the decorations I wanted for me and Krishna's future house. It's nice when you feel something positive and then it is really came true!

 

So, voila! This is the key of our house.

We really cannot wait to renovate, decorate and make over the house. I'm going to share you the details in my blog soon. Promise :)

 

"Home is the nicest word there is"
-Laura Ingalls-